Awaken Me

Every time I say I'm done it's a hoax
What I really mean to say is
Damn it I need you the most

You pissed me off so I left
I don't deal with that
I'm a diamond in the rough
These bitches envy that

So go on ahead and buy your damn old dream toys
I'ma run around with your heart n feed it to my other boys
You thought I'd crumble, stumble, tumble
Baby get real
The only thing that's gonna fall apart
is your sex appeal

Wait, what'd you say?
You said you need me too?
Every breath that you take adds another clue
That you can't see yourself with another lady lover
That I'm the one who runs the show
Your baby lover dover

Awaken me
Boo come on get inside my shattered brain
Be my super hero
Reach out and save my fame
Everybody seems to want a piece of me
I can't stand dressing wounds
I don't wanna bleed

Rescue Me Now

I know exactly what I want
I'm constantly reaching beyond the stars
I'm not afraid my tears I'll flaunt
Even if it means reopening these scars

Where's my knight amongst his noble steed?

To come and rescue me
These weakened knees can't stand to bare
the weight that you left
Show me you care

Hurry, this fire breathing dragon refuses to leave

Golden sword drawn with eyes on his prize
Rescue me before my hearts demise

Love is Wild

I'm a beast, I'm a monster
Eyes glaze to red I'll rip apart your word
Eat it, shred it, tear it, devour and conquer
Heart frozen feeling absurd

All my life love was my lure
I stalked it, waited, pounced and gorged
Insatiable appetite that proved no cure
My stomach twists feeling forged

Dear sweet lover
Don't try to hide, don't try to run
I've found my way in, I'm under your covers
Fear for your life I'll torture for fun

I'm a beast, I'm a monster
Pulling you in, shaken to the core
Your will alone I will alter
Give it your all I'll still want more

I'm a beast, I'm a monster

-Jessica

Circle

Hands, Eyes, Walk, Look
To put it so simply my breath you took.
Smile, Nose, Laugh, Hair
My soul is not something I simply share.
Stand, Lies, Talk, Crook
Slip into chaos and feelings are shook.
Miles of roses riffraff to stare
Knees weak and hearts are too bare.
Love, lost, but Love again (still)
No time can deter my passion is will.
Circle, circle, my passion is will.

-Jessica

Change of Pace

I sat at my desk and wished,
not on a silly little star
or on a blinking clock
not even on a bone broken in two (in the hopes the larger half rest between my grip)

the kind of wish that forces eyes shut
mouth clenched, heart race, palms sweat
Oh, I wanted it so bad (that bad)
to feel

Anything.
Besides what my conscious reiterated how I should feel
at any given moment
My heart would not
Take it further than the thought

Until I saw you.
Melting between my physical embrace
Oh, what a change of pace.

-Jessica